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26 June 06

by Delliya Zain

Call me emotional if you want.

Everytime someone dies,

even though I don’t know them,

tears come running down my eyes.

Like today I got to know about

the deceased of the Pahang Royalty

in the Manchester Metro free newspaper.

Sad and what a tragedy! Alfatihah.

Then I went on the net to find more information.

And found more heartbreaking news about arwah Hani Mohsin.

As I read his incident on Utusan.

I start to cry.

I felt sorry for Hani karmila

his dearest daughter age 9.

She reminds me of Taufiq my brother

who lost his father at the age of 8.

Arwah Hani Mohsin were excited to go for

a holiday with his daughter

but as we all know now he did not make it.

Arwah papa also wanted us (our family)

To go on a holiday.

But we were all busy.

Mama with work,

Indra with his then soon SPM,

And me .. I had an environmental test at UiTM.

So we did not say our goodbye.

Anyway if U the reader know Hani Karmila,

Just tell her that she is still lucky to have her mom.

I wish her all the best. Alfatihah.

Delliya Zain

* my sad feeling *

July 2006 delliya zain

I have this sad feeling inside of me, every time I looked at my friend’s wedding pictures. Especially friends that was very close to me.

Of course I am happy for them Coz they look so lovely and I wish them all the happiness in the world!

Its just that I could not afford to go home to Malaysia and attend my friend’s weddings. I don’t know why I feel sad. It is just a wedding, and it was me who choose to be here in Manchester anyway.

But I feel sad and depress.

I guess these few friends of mine were friends that I grow up with, We’ve talked about love, live, mr right, and even how we wanted to have our weddings We shared our dreams together… Although we are not as close anymore.. But these few people make a BIG difference in my life. Especially in those few years when we start to learn the meaning of life and freedom.

I guess I am sad because I could not be there on their most important day. And what makes it worst is that I might not attend to many more weddings. Because I am here in Manchester. I have my reasons to be here. And yet its not easy to accept the reality of this matter.

It does not really matter if they sense my absence… What important is that they are in my prayers.

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I dedicate this piece of mind to Fit, Kerry, Tatie, Rod, my cousin Intan, Zehan, Rin