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Aku bukan SuperWomen!!!

by Delliya Zain

It is my nature to make friends.

It is my nature to care for my friends.

”U care too much about my friends”… that was what my arwah keep telling me and yet.. being the degil daughter… i keep on caring for my friends. Sometimes i tried to imagine how my world would be if i just dont care about my friends…

so lets imagine…. what if a friends ask a favour (any kind) and i said ”tak boleh lah… tanya org lain lah”

or… what if a friend need a shoulder to cry on .. and i said.. ops sorry thats your problem… you have to deal with it yourself… and keep quiet….

i am just not that person… i have been through hard times and i feel sorry for those who need help. with out people asking for help.. i will care and try to help in anyway i can….

Now.. as predicted by my arwah father… i am the one who get hurts….

There are those few people that really appreciates me…. but some just dont know how to say thank you. I feel that thank you is something that you must say and show. To show that u are thankful maybe is by a hug a simple gesture etc. I dont espect in the form of money or even presents… NOPE…. i help secara ikhlas…. i just need some appreciation….

I tak nafikan juga ada times yang a few great friends helps me bertalu talu… give me a place to stay… pinjamkan duit… tolong i pindah rumah… give advices.. etc… i would like U to know i am thankful to know you and i owe you my life… if i cant repay your kindness… Allah will… its like paying it foward… you tolong i… i tolong orang lain… and orang lain will help you.

i sedih when… i always the one who organised of other people go away party, surprise birthday… but when it was my turn no one seems to remember? But i tried to undersatnd that mugkin semua sibuk kot… its ok…..

some times.. its just me.. me being too caring that people salah anggap… If you are my true friends you…. would you think i do something to disrespect you? or make your life misserble? ignor you? purposely?!!! if it happens… surely because there must be a good reason… dont you think so? so fine.. it happens.. could you atleast come up to me an confront? you cakap you kawan i… tapi kenapa you tak faham i?

bila things like this happens… i nak minta maaf… i bukan super women… i make mistake… if you are my true friend you would forgive and understand…..

and if you still not satisfy…..

then go and get ur yourself a superwomen friend… coz i slips from time to time….

i wish you good luck on getting  your ideal superwomen friend!!!!

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