Confused
Confused
by Delliya Zain
Dec 2004
Feeling like an idiot
Feeling like a fool
Feeling so lonely
In my own web
construct by me
I don’t know why
I did the things I did.
I don’t know why
I did not do the things
I was supposed to do.
Waiting for something
to happen
Waiting for something
to take charge
Waiting for this moment
to go away….. forever.
Waiting for the unknown
Is like waiting in the dark alone.
Wondering could it ever get worst?
I am full of waste
I am full of sins
Nothing I do is good
Nothing I do seems even close to right.
Questions keep playing in my head.
Instead of answers to my questions
I end up with more questions
to my never ending questions.
Who am I?
How did I get myself here?
Would I ever learn from my mistake?
Confused?
Nope.
Just plain stupid.
Why don’t you just hit me
and wake me up
from this dreadful dream.
Oh.. how I wish it is just a dream.
